Throwing out paper anyone has written on. I feel like I’m destroying a memory. Even if it is garbage and doesn’t mean anything, just scribbles. I had to throw out all my notes from almost my entire high school career today cause they were all wet. And my mom demanded I go through things. But I just feel awful, because even though they are useless I worked so hard on them that I just think it is a shame. I know it is silly, but it’s still seems sad. To me at least. I don’t want to let go of all the hard work I have done my entire life, but I guess that is just how it has to be. I have to let go.
Tagged as: Sad. paper. throw out. hard work.